B.old I.ntelligent T.enacious C.hastising H.ot mess

Here is a Poem I hold dear to my heart:

' BEING A BITCH MEANS....
I STAND UP FOR MYSELF AND MY BELIEFS
I STAND FOR THOSE I LOVE
I SPEAK MY MIND, THINK MY OWN THOUGHTS
OR DO THINGS MY WAY
I WON'T COMPROMISE WHAT'S IN MY HEART
I LIVE MY LIFE MY WAY
I WON'T LET ANYONE STEP ON ME
I REFUSE TO TOLERATE INJUSTICE
IT MEANS I HAVE THE COURAGE & STRENGTH
TO ALLOW MYSELF TO BE ME
SO TRY TO STOMP ON ME,DOUSE MY INNER FLAME,
SQUASH EVERY OUNCE OF BEAUTY I HOLD WITHIN
YOU WON'T SUCCEED
AND IF THAT MAKES ME A BITCH,SO BE IT
I EMBRACE THE TITLE AND I'M PROUD TO BE A BITCH!'

My name is Nika and I'm a mean girl---OK who am I foolin..I'm a Biznitch. Are they one in the same? Sometimes I tend to believe they are. My title stems from childhood, don't know why maybe it was the hand I was dealt at an early age. By age 1 my biological mom passed away and by age 3 I was living with my grandma until age 18. My grandma and grandfather did a great job raising me so that is not the problem, maybe some deep rooted emotional baggage from not having my real mom exists. You ask where my father was ----he was a young widower so he did what he had to do. My father regularly flew 2,000 miles to visit me so I knew he loved me. Could it be a nemesis from my youth who always tried to bully me around because her little sister couldn't stand up for herself when I would make a simple comment. Believe me the bullying didn't continue she was told off with the quickness. Hm mm, whatever it stems from it's a blessing and curse all in one.

When you first meet me I will be standoff ish, just trying to feel you out. First impressions are a big one to me. How you come across to me when we first meet is how you will be treated, sorry to say that but its true. Let me give you an example and you may see my case or may not. I was at work one day, a group of us were talking all of a sudden out of the blue a random person cut in my convo , then and there that person was not on my good list. My impression of this person was that they were dramatic and needed attention ...guess what? I was right! but that's a whole other story.. By now I know you think this bitch got some issues.. PROBABLY

It boils down to this in a nutshell--------I have a low tolerance for bullshit, stupidity and sheep(people who follow and agree with everything).

Please don't do the above and we will get along just fine :) (evil laughs)